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About Me Member General Film Photographer Leah Elizabeth25/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Car is fixed...but life is going down hill...

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 6:44 PM
...I'm soooo angry at my dad I don't even know where to start...and I want to call and talk to Keith but he's working...

The wedding is pretty much off...

He told me he wasn't paying for English again...I started failing, so I panicked and dind't tell them I was doing poorly...then the week before Meg's anniversary, I just lost it and couldn't make myself go to class...I haven't been back to English since...plus I had missed too many days and the university automatically will fail you from a class for missing too many days...

Ok...so I decided to try and save up...go skimpy on Christmas presents so I could put it towards school...even talked it over with Keith and we were going to figure something out. We'd be able to manage and pay for one class or we'd find a way to. He's been struggling with English too, so we were going to attempt to take it together.

I finally admitted to my mom last night that I was having issues with English...granted she and dad both thought I was still in class and was doing ok. Needless to say I also missed the drop date, since I'm used to only being on campus at night...and when you leave late from home...you still have an hour and fifteen minutes before you're on campus...45 minutes if you're leaving from Ruston so it takes a while to get there...

I just got a text message from Mama that Daddy now refuses to pay for any classes at all if I fail this semester...

Without those classes, I won't graduate and Daddy refuses to pay for the wedding if I don't graduate...he also refuses to walk me down the aisle if i don't graduate...

...and they wonder why I don't like talking to them and telling them what's going on...

I'm sitting here crying cause I can't talk to anyone at the moment...either I'm upset at the ones I usually talk to (insert parental units here) or they're at work (insert fiance here)

I don't know what I'm more upset about...daddy changing his mind...or mama talking to daddy about it after I specifically said I wanted to talk to her by herself because daddy and I talking together is never a good idea...we're too much alike and I get upset when we argue, which means the stubbornness kicks in and I stop listening

I didn't mind talking to daddy about it...I just wanted to talk to her first...someone just shoot me so my life that's so messed up it should be a soap opera can end...or I could just go walking back behind my house...maybe I'll get attacked by the bear that's back there right now

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: BarlowGirl
  • Reading: nada
  • Watching: the rats build a newspaper nest
  • Playing: Facebook Games
  • Eating: nada
  • Drinking: nada

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Yup...it's a new ID pic

and if you can't tell...that's my headset on under my new hat made by :iconcase-chan: I was playing WoW and Keith wanted a photo of the hat

the pin was an add-on while wandering Artist Alley

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Oak Grove or Ruston...depends on the day
  • Interests: anime, manga, animals, anime, internet, TKEP, BCM, anime, and ponies
  • Favourite movie: Lilo and Stitch, Chronicles of Narnia, LotR, and Flicka
  • Favourite band or musician: way too many to even try and list
  • Favourite genre of music: that's like asking me to choose between my best friends
  • Favourite poet or writer: Flannery O'Conner
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod
  • Shell of choice: snail shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: Jae-Bug
  • Skin of choice: why my own of course
  • Favourite game: Cranium and Disney's Scene It
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gir, Grumpy Bear, Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies
  • Personal Quote: Tears are the cells of life, You can't survive without shedding them every once and a while...
  • Tools of the Trade: N65, charcoal, graphite sticks, drawing pencils, and paper...
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Comments


:iconakuriko:
Thank you for the fav! ^w^/"
:iconsolarprincess:
You and Jack picked out the same style bridesmaids dress, sir, only different colors.

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:iconphoenixgryffin:
that's because sir, we're awesome ;)

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:iconsolarprincess:
Sigh! Guess I'm off to David's Bridal this weekend to buy TWO bridesmaids dresses.

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Beware the quiet ones... we might bite

~唄媛
:iconphoenixgryffin:
lol, but you don't need mine for 9 months!

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<3~<3~<3~<3~<3
PG aka JadeAngel aka Leah-Beth aka Leah Bird, and to family only LeeLee >.>

"At His feet" -- Mark 7:25
:iconsolarprincess:
But for some odd reason yours will be ready before hers.

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Beware the quiet ones... we might bite

~唄媛
:iconcreampuf:
Thanks for the fav!

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